Family or Strangers

Well its Friday and I haven't posted yet. So its my turn to explore my mind once again. My family is something I have to consider long and hard about on occaision. I love my parents and my two sisters of course. And we get along well. It's strange though... I'm not even sure I should put this in a public place but... Well I dislike not being totally honest when I write... Sometimes I feel like there should be more of a bond between me and them but its not there... And I know its not thier fault. There's something wrong with me. But alot of times I'm not sure I feel the same emotional range as other people and it scares me. Regardless though that's my immediate blood family... past that... The peopel of my relation often times seem to be more of simple aquaintences than family. My close friends I consider as much family as anyone else. The Mad Monk in particular is a brother to me.


Strangers on the other hand... well I enjoy scaring them or just making them really really confused by my unexplainable and odd behaviors. If they can get past preconcieved notions they may make enough of a leap to befriend me. If not well they can bugger off.. Can't take a joke.. bu-bye... can't see the humor in laughing at your own self... sorry I just gotta get the check please. This perhaps limits my ability to make friends.. But I have realized that Quality trumps quantity and I find myself blessed with those I know.


** Suddenly stands out of his chair and dances to to the swinging tune 'I've got a new Baby' by Squirrel Nut Zippers **

I feel better now. What? oh yeah I just do that... You may or may not get used to it.


And now others contributions to this fine experiment

Mremaknu's -- An Experimanet in Creativity
Neji's Shadow --The fire burning in my veins
Laurie(Faye) -- Reply without title
Relapse -- Family or Strangers
The Lost Soldier Girl's Response

Now just as a reminder.. part of this is to read others responses and truly think and heaven forbid even comment on them.

Thanks all for participating!